Tuesday, November 20, 2007

okay.
let's face it.
money makes up for it all.

anyway.
working the wkends are really tiring.
now i get it.

i've decided i should cut down on gym-ing.
before i regret it.
my arms are getting bigger.
i like it.
but i can foresee disaster in the future.

and i'm never gonna hit the gym with guys again.
ever.
they push it.
and push you.
NO THANK YOU.
i dont need it.
i'm not pumping up to be some beefcake.
i'm TONING please.

and though most wont believe this.
i do only 1kg weights.
and muscles are visible.

its toning.
oh of course that's only for weights.
i use the pullups machine.
it gives nice arm muscles i've realised.

okay.
madness.
why the heck am i harping on about it.
enough.

hmm.
i've bee nthinking.
if i'm not busy with reports and tests and quizes.
i'll start looking up books on drawing.

its so stress relieving.
brings joy somehow.

ohshoot.
i need to take a shower.
before midnight.
oooh.
its freezing cold.

what are friends for.
you know, just piss off.
get lost whatever.
dont force me to change myself
and i hate your judging.
stop pitying yourself
or thinking about worstcasescenario
you just aggravate the situation.
iamreally beginning to
HATE YOU SO BAD.